Time
It has been a very long time since i blogged. Sorry...Time really flies, i am currently doing my 2nd year and 2nd semester of my degree, very soon, end of next year i will be graduating and i am planning to do Honours, see how things go. I still clearly remember when the 1st time i arrived in churchill, gippsland this countryside, yet no doubt is a mysterious place. I still remember the time when my dad followed me to gippsland and we rented a car from city and drove all the way down to gippsland churchill. the memory is still so fresh, like it just happened yesterday...
Tonight we had the 2nd SHINE meeting, first time i lead in worship after so many weeks, thank God that i am still doing good and everything turns alright. The response for tonight was good too, we have about 20+ people attended. This semester i am having 27 hours per week for my contact time. Indeed it seems very busy, but i will still try my best to manage my time, to do most of the things within the limited time, but of course with good results.
Emotionally alittle bit swirling up in my head in this moment. Last week was browsing through the website of my church in singapore. Suddenly felt missing some friends, the church, my family etc...flashes of memory just passed by quickly.
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Friday, July 16, 2004
Friends
Recently, a great friend of mine- Richmond has came to the bottom of his love life. Love can be so powerful, yet so powerful but hurt someone so deeply, until someone decided to give up, respect the other party decision and sadly to carry on his journey alone...I am not saying that they shouldn't start it out in the 1st place, but at least they did have good time being together. Sometimes God may be want us to meet a few people before we can find our true soul mate. Even though he said he is giving up, its the end, he is going on his solitary life, but yet i still hope that he won't, at least it is not the end of the world yet. When you come to think about it, you love someone, but yet you know that you two can't be together anymore, only be friends...this could be so painful to achknowledge someone was your lover before, but now she has to be your friend only... Sometimes i also think about Belinda, she is waiting for me, i won't know what might happen tomorrow, therefore i have to treasure her every minute, every seconds like what Richmond did, at least it won't make me regret.
Sarah is leaving on this Saturday, going back Malaysia for good- Graduating. Richmond, Zyan and I are going down to city tonight, spend sometimes with some friends and most likely going back on Sunday. Another friend of us, Pui fong. Everyone called her fong fong, she is also graduating and going back to Malaysia on Augest, we are going to miss them, hope they will live well back in their country and all the best in their future careers.
Recently, a great friend of mine- Richmond has came to the bottom of his love life. Love can be so powerful, yet so powerful but hurt someone so deeply, until someone decided to give up, respect the other party decision and sadly to carry on his journey alone...I am not saying that they shouldn't start it out in the 1st place, but at least they did have good time being together. Sometimes God may be want us to meet a few people before we can find our true soul mate. Even though he said he is giving up, its the end, he is going on his solitary life, but yet i still hope that he won't, at least it is not the end of the world yet. When you come to think about it, you love someone, but yet you know that you two can't be together anymore, only be friends...this could be so painful to achknowledge someone was your lover before, but now she has to be your friend only... Sometimes i also think about Belinda, she is waiting for me, i won't know what might happen tomorrow, therefore i have to treasure her every minute, every seconds like what Richmond did, at least it won't make me regret.
Sarah is leaving on this Saturday, going back Malaysia for good- Graduating. Richmond, Zyan and I are going down to city tonight, spend sometimes with some friends and most likely going back on Sunday. Another friend of us, Pui fong. Everyone called her fong fong, she is also graduating and going back to Malaysia on Augest, we are going to miss them, hope they will live well back in their country and all the best in their future careers.
Thursday, July 15, 2004
Results
Last night when i heard Richmond shouted, "yeah! i passed all lah!!"..i was playing Gunbound, suddenyl dun feel like playing anymore...because i was very stressed and nervous. As i quit the game, msg came...i applied for SMS results, so the semester 1 exam result will arrive through SMS. i got 2 distinction and 2 pass. Of course i am very happy that i can pass all my subjects and continue next semester with a new start, new beginning. Last semester after my exam i thought i might fail one or two subjects, i dun know what to do if it really happen, but really thank God that He is on my side and help me throught. next semester will be taking 4 lab based subjects, it is a challenge for myself, i will be very busy, i have to work harder, so that last semester worry will not happen again anymore. I think i won't put myself into too much activities, less radio station broadcasting, less serving in church, but i will focus more on ISA stuff and serving in SHINE. Currently, SHINE has just changed alittle, we are focusing more on the word this semester and we are going to breaking up into cell groups and i am part of the leadership with Carol in the cell group (my friend), plus the leadership team in SHINE with Johnson and Christopher. I want to Honour God more, so that He will help me through just like what i did when i was in my O level. My studies was tremendously blessed by God during my O level. I pray that God will do the same thing again in this semester.
Last night when i heard Richmond shouted, "yeah! i passed all lah!!"..i was playing Gunbound, suddenyl dun feel like playing anymore...because i was very stressed and nervous. As i quit the game, msg came...i applied for SMS results, so the semester 1 exam result will arrive through SMS. i got 2 distinction and 2 pass. Of course i am very happy that i can pass all my subjects and continue next semester with a new start, new beginning. Last semester after my exam i thought i might fail one or two subjects, i dun know what to do if it really happen, but really thank God that He is on my side and help me throught. next semester will be taking 4 lab based subjects, it is a challenge for myself, i will be very busy, i have to work harder, so that last semester worry will not happen again anymore. I think i won't put myself into too much activities, less radio station broadcasting, less serving in church, but i will focus more on ISA stuff and serving in SHINE. Currently, SHINE has just changed alittle, we are focusing more on the word this semester and we are going to breaking up into cell groups and i am part of the leadership with Carol in the cell group (my friend), plus the leadership team in SHINE with Johnson and Christopher. I want to Honour God more, so that He will help me through just like what i did when i was in my O level. My studies was tremendously blessed by God during my O level. I pray that God will do the same thing again in this semester.
My Japanese Name
My japanese name is 石丸 Ishimaru (round stone) 駿 Shun (fast person).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.
Hmm.it really suits me, cos my chinese name is Chan Shun Sang and apparently the japanese name has the same name as my chinese name..hahaha
My japanese name is 石丸 Ishimaru (round stone) 駿 Shun (fast person).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.
Hmm.it really suits me, cos my chinese name is Chan Shun Sang and apparently the japanese name has the same name as my chinese name..hahaha
Friday, July 02, 2004
Scropio Man
A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt and
always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so
negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He
absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.
He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused
feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen
and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves
before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly
achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he will put
all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a
big project. One of the most success man in all the Zodiac.
He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates
thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long,
for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched.
If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too
much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and
will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is.
He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will
not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere
man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try not to
ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be able
to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), he
will say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such comments because he cares
for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.
If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will not say
such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be
both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are
in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be
vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.
He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could
not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends.
He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a
complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really
know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or
when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.
He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already
forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and
admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him.
When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in
love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple
woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able
to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman
who sits around waiting for his call.
P.S Quite accurate oh actually...whoever want their zodiac analysis, drop me a note and email adress, and i will email you.
A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt and
always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so
negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He
absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.
He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused
feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen
and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves
before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly
achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he will put
all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a
big project. One of the most success man in all the Zodiac.
He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates
thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long,
for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched.
If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too
much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and
will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is.
He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will
not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere
man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try not to
ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be able
to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), he
will say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such comments because he cares
for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.
If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will not say
such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be
both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are
in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be
vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.
He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could
not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends.
He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a
complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really
know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or
when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.
He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already
forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and
admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him.
When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in
love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple
woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able
to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman
who sits around waiting for his call.
P.S Quite accurate oh actually...whoever want their zodiac analysis, drop me a note and email adress, and i will email you.
Thursday, July 01, 2004
Survey
Taken from yanchyuan site and also from lynn, thanks
how do you feel bout life right now?
just woke up, very refreshing
do you know ur bestfriend's friendster password?
erm..not really sure
do you think long distance relationships work for u?
in fact i am working on it now man...hope everything turns well!
are u an emotional person?
yes, indeed
if u had one last breath to say something to someone u love wat would u say?
see u in heaven and i love you forever!
do you believe in best friends?
yes, few best friends better than alot of "hi and bye" friends.
ever felt jealous of ur fren?
sometimes, it depends what happen
WHAT COLOUR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
erm...secret wor..
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID?
typing this survey
WHO IS RIGHT NEXT TO U?
no one...cow was next to me
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU ATE OUT WITH?
Thomas
HOW MANY BUDDIES DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR LIST?
wat buddies? best friends? or MSN? or ICQ??
HOWS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
quite windly and cold
LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE?
my dear belinda
LAST PERSON WHO TEXT YOU?
Richmond the king..tsk.tsk
LAST PERSON YOU TEXT?
Sue Anne
Lost a friendship over something stupid?:
no really
Tongue-kissed someone?:
erm..this one everyone should know lah, i only has one gf so far...tsk tsk
Smoked?:
no never and ever...even some of my friends do smoke
Been really depressed before?:
oh yeah
Faked being sick to miss school?:
no...i am hardworking
Last time you said 'I love you':
last week
What time did you wake up today:
near 2pm
Current taste:
want to eat and watch spiderman 2
WHATS YOUR RING TONE?
erm..who cares...
DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
i stole this from yanchyuan, but i did reference
AGE?
21 year old and 245 days
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
white colour T-shirt and grey bottom
WHO DO CONSIDER YOUR CLOSEST/BESTEST FRIEND?
Belinda
ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT?
No, my skin is thick enough
LUST OR LOVE?
I will go for Love, cos thou shall not lust
KISSES OR HUGS?
i prefer both
WAT IS THE FIRST THING U NOTICE BOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Her appearance
WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
What time is it?
HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING BEFORE YOU ANSWER IT?
Try to pick up ASAP
Current longing
longing for pass all my subjects
Current desktop picture:
Too hard to describe
Taken from yanchyuan site and also from lynn, thanks
how do you feel bout life right now?
just woke up, very refreshing
do you know ur bestfriend's friendster password?
erm..not really sure
do you think long distance relationships work for u?
in fact i am working on it now man...hope everything turns well!
are u an emotional person?
yes, indeed
if u had one last breath to say something to someone u love wat would u say?
see u in heaven and i love you forever!
do you believe in best friends?
yes, few best friends better than alot of "hi and bye" friends.
ever felt jealous of ur fren?
sometimes, it depends what happen
WHAT COLOUR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
erm...secret wor..
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID?
typing this survey
WHO IS RIGHT NEXT TO U?
no one...cow was next to me
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU ATE OUT WITH?
Thomas
HOW MANY BUDDIES DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR LIST?
wat buddies? best friends? or MSN? or ICQ??
HOWS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
quite windly and cold
LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE?
my dear belinda
LAST PERSON WHO TEXT YOU?
Richmond the king..tsk.tsk
LAST PERSON YOU TEXT?
Sue Anne
Lost a friendship over something stupid?:
no really
Tongue-kissed someone?:
erm..this one everyone should know lah, i only has one gf so far...tsk tsk
Smoked?:
no never and ever...even some of my friends do smoke
Been really depressed before?:
oh yeah
Faked being sick to miss school?:
no...i am hardworking
Last time you said 'I love you':
last week
What time did you wake up today:
near 2pm
Current taste:
want to eat and watch spiderman 2
WHATS YOUR RING TONE?
erm..who cares...
DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
i stole this from yanchyuan, but i did reference
AGE?
21 year old and 245 days
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
white colour T-shirt and grey bottom
WHO DO CONSIDER YOUR CLOSEST/BESTEST FRIEND?
Belinda
ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT?
No, my skin is thick enough
LUST OR LOVE?
I will go for Love, cos thou shall not lust
KISSES OR HUGS?
i prefer both
WAT IS THE FIRST THING U NOTICE BOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Her appearance
WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
What time is it?
HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING BEFORE YOU ANSWER IT?
Try to pick up ASAP
Current longing
longing for pass all my subjects
Current desktop picture:
Too hard to describe
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