Yesterday was nearly alone for the whole day. In the morning followed Bel and accompany for her work. After that went back to sunway college. Met Mahesh-my previous lecturer. Surprisingly he handed his this year batch students to me, because they are graduating and going into Uni life. They are my juniors... So i become the "counsellor" for Monash Uni life and biotechnology. The 2 of them asked quite alot of questions and i answered them one by one. After that had lunch with Mahesh again, then he told me that one of the students whom i talked to is a top student (chem-95 and 85+ for rest of her subjects)!! She is planning to study medicine. At 2pm+ derrick suppose to meet me, but he got no more car left at his house, his brother drove it, so he couldn't meet me. After that i walked alone around and around at pyramid and then went to cyber cafe for 2 hours, playing C.S and Icq chatting with my friends. then i walked back to SJMC from pyramid to pick bel after work. It took me 30mins, because i thought there might be shortcuts, but ended up some dead-ends...-_- so i wasted some time because of that. People might ask howcome you are reunioning with the person you love but yet you still feeling sad? True enough, i feel sad because i know i will be leaving bel soon after we have not been physical together for such a long time, although we always place each other in a special place of our hearts and mentally we are together. Still, her presence is 99% better than anything. (Who's 100% the best? someone will get to know by now). No matter wat i have to leave, there are times that we have to say goodbye. Now she is working and with many activities, time that she spend with me might be lesser than i expected. However i know that she can't help it, i didn't blame her, may be it's time to learn how to spend time with one another in limited hours or minutes per day. Frankly speaking, i am so glad and happy for her that she found her job and now she is doing fine and well.

Left home in the morning with bel, but i am alone near the whole day. At first meeting up my friend derrick, but he currently got no more car at home, his bbrother used it, so he can't come out. I met up mahesh my past MUFY chem lectuer and Ausmat Bio lectuer. Had lunch with him. Before that i was talking to some of my MUFY juniors, as they are graduating their pre-U soon and going into Uni student life. So i was there to kind of counselling them...They asked many questions and i asked them one by one. After lunch went to pyramid and walked alone, played game a few around and now i am in cyber cafe waiting to go and meet bel at SJMC hospital when she finish her work.

Back to SUnway college once again today. Settled all the outstanding balance...as i strode along the corridor, the cafeteria, my gf ex-apartment etc...All of a sudden my past memories just arise, it was so wonderful! Esp when i was standing and looked towards the direction of my gf ex-aparment, i remember the time when we just met, the moment we first got into cattachment, the moment when both of us were upset and got mad, the time when we celebrated our birthdays, our Anniversary...When i was sitting at the cafe reading newspaper, i can clearly remember the times when i met my gf was going back home from classes or going for classes, passing by the cafeteria while i was sitting there. So SO So many moments of memories just popped up in my head...Gf started to work, today is her 4th day, wish her all the best and in the future. Currently i am the "househusband" in our apartment. Cooking, washing, cleaning, ironing...i am doing all these, however i am willing to, because i know bel is very tired after working for the whole day, and i am just showing little love and care for her...Anyway, i love you bel!!!

Bel at her pre-graduatn dinner..heheeh so so gorgeous and pretty leh...but i could not go with her...so sad...=o(


Bel's best friend and sister- Lisa, she is also one of my Ka Jie oh!!..ehhhehee


Bel and her parents at her graduation ceremony

Erm..have already reached Malaysia few days, when i come back this place, it gives me so many good and wonderful memories. My girl girl started to work, her job looks like an interesting job, gonna find out more. She worked from 9am till 6pm with an hour lunch break in between. At the mean time i am also spending lesser time together with her, therefore i will tke any oppotunity to spend time with her. Just want to spend every seconds that i can with her. I believe that weekend is the only time tht we can spend time with one another and going out to have some fun together...

cameback already 2 days, feeling quite good...just thati am still not very used to the weather here yet, quite moist and warm compar eto Mel city. Here the McD and KFC are far so much better than in Mel City, so much better here and Malaysia. First time sit in dad new car was on Fri night, picked me upn at the airport. Is really cool and look like a sports car...it is Lexus IS200, the panel of the car also very cool, like kind of fighter plane panel...Going to Malaysia on Tues morning, another section of meeting friends, eating, enjoying but most importantly seeing my gf...such a long time did not see her already since last trip to Adelaide, don't know how is she look like now...erm..prettier?? Slimmer??..ermm...don't know.

Yes!! Exam has finally come to an end, the war is over...Yet feelings are so strange...happy that exam is over, going home very soon, going to see my family and gf soon, but anxious and nervous about the results on 3rd Dec...lazy about packing my stuffs...excited about playing cs lan game later on..feeling sad about those dearest friends of mine are graduating...feeling so complicated...it is so strange...yet i feel like sharing all these with some one...

Woke up at nearly 12pm, now in the comp lab, checking email, checking other friends blog, checking on friendster, chatting on ICQ with Mel. Later going to buy phone card, going to buy some lunch, getting abit lazy to cook, going to buy and top up my hand phone credit, so that i can continue to message people. GOing to study the last paper for tomorrow, going to be abit stress, going to pack my stuffs and storing at yanchyuan, Richmond's house. Going home very soon, going to miss my friend very soon...

Yeah~~~ my friend won the miss chinese malaysia international pageant. SHe got the first and plus 4 other sub-titles. Just called her and congrat her, but seemed like she is quite busy, so nevermind then. I amn still very proud of her, because my friend mah! I hope one day when i go yamcha with her, she won't be surrounded by a group of supporters and freidns asking fto take photos wth her or asking for signatures. :oP Yesterday afternoon and last night was having a CS war between me and my housemate. SO fun...although he is newbies to CS, but i guess because he had 2 and half year service in Singapore Army, he is quite familiar with shootings and aiming. Later Sue is cooking lamb chop, hehehee yeah i have the chance to taste it. Tonight must do and try to finish my chem past year paper for Tues my last chemistry paper.

Wah...last night the steak dinner was very nice, i really don't know how i cooked it...hhehehe of course i know. I added Vodka and red wine for the steak. i found out that if only the red wine, the taste are there, but the texture of the meat is not god enough. However after adding soemvodka before red wine, the texture of the meat become v good and smooth. May be it was the fire from the alcohol that burn the meat. Everything i follow this method, end up the meat juice will maintain inside the meat, so it is v juicy!!..hehehe.SOmetimes people often say guys cooking is better than girls. I think there is only one reason- Dare....Just because we dare to try, if we don't dare to try then we won't even know which combination are the best. Some people just scare and afraid to try, everthing must have a try, if it is not nice, next tiem don't cook it, cook it with other things. Finally i had some nice sleep last night, but still tired. I am planning to pack up my stuff today, or may be tonight. Then tomorrow will study for my last paper again!! Went to watch matrix last night after the dinner, quite nice and is a sad ending. However i like they said that "no freedom without sacrifice..." They always believe and having fate in the whole movie series. I believe that because it is so important to believe and have faith, practice our faith is the most important thing.

Watching matrix-Revolution tonight after the dinner. Tonight i have to cook abit earlier, so that we won't be late for our movie. Tonigh is steak night, for those who don't eat beef, chicken will be served... Just finished 2nd last paper, the questions some are so wierd. Weird as in the lecturer set the questions wrongly...I don't know how i do, but i guess i can get a credit lor...Last night can't sleep, hmm..dun know what happen, i guess may be stress or too much tension in past 2 days (exams one after another..). I was so awake and not really tired. After awhile i try to sleep again and then slowly i went into the dreamland....

Just finish the 3rd paper at 5pm.. My hand so tired now, hardly can type. Really wrote until crazy. 150mins wrote more than 10 pages!!!....Tomorrow morning will be my 2nd last paper, then next Tues going to be my last paper then i am free!! YEAH~~~!!! We decided to cook steak tomorrow night, but i must cook abit earlier, because all of us are going to watch Matrix Revolution tomorrow night at 9:30pm. Weekend really get to pack up all my stuffs and store at yanchyuan and Richmonds' house. Thanks for your help man, of course i have to pay, so much cheaper compare to the school :op , but really appreciate their help, thank you so much!!! These few days my mood has been fluctuating alot. Busy, work load, lack of sleep, tiredness, friends are leaving and graduating (esp those who are dear in my heart)...=o( , thinking out packing stuffs, just too many things to bother me. However one thing good is, i am not being affected from studying hard, that's more than enough!! Currently i am doing something special for my friends, really my first try and i am trying to do my best for that..hehehee